spaztech:
Each time I see an animal covered head to tail in the blood of it’s prey I am reminded how beautiful and loving Nature is compared to us pathetic and insensitive humans. They can truly show us the capacity to love one another if only we would follow their example. Thanks Nature! We can only hope to match your brutality.
Edit: where did I put my bath salts?

spaztech:

Each time I see an animal covered head to tail in the blood of it’s prey I am reminded how beautiful and loving Nature is compared to us pathetic and insensitive humans. They can truly show us the capacity to love one another if only we would follow their example. Thanks Nature! We can only hope to match your brutality.

Edit: where did I put my bath salts?

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missfolly:

 La Belle Rafaela, by Tamara de Lempicka (1927)
“The artist met the model on a walk in a public park in Paris in 1927, [and] took her back to the studio. This girl became her model and her lover, and they produced six paintings together over the months that followed.
“… What was incredibly moving was … the very last painting she was working on when she died in 1980 was a copy of this same 1927 beautiful Rafaela. So 53 years later, this girl was on her mind.”

J’aime cela, l’amour du style, les ombres, la mise en valeur du visage, belle peinture. Une telle beauté.
-Le Spaz

missfolly:

 La Belle Rafaela, by Tamara de Lempicka (1927)

“The artist met the model on a walk in a public park in Paris in 1927, [and] took her back to the studio. This girl became her model and her lover, and they produced six paintings together over the months that followed.

“… What was incredibly moving was … the very last painting she was working on when she died in 1980 was a copy of this same 1927 beautiful Rafaela. So 53 years later, this girl was on her mind.”

J’aime cela, l’amour du style, les ombres, la mise en valeur du visage, belle peinture. Une telle beauté.

-Le Spaz

Question: Is it better to LOVE or to BE LOVED?

Just curious.. honest question.

Enjoy Life!

-spaz

Every 17 seconds, someone commits suicide. Reblog this if you’re there to listen to anyone who needs to talk.

Need help? In the U.S., call 1-800-273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline



I have lost two friends in the past three years to suicide.. if you or someone you know is considering suicide there is help for you/them and there is always HOPE.

If I could have been there for either of my friends I would have given up anything I was doing on that day and been there.. but there was no way to know.

Remember, you are loved, you taking or even attempting to take your own life will cause pain for others beyond anything you could imagine.

Life is hard but it’s because it is worth it in the long run.. that which doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger.. be STRONGER, not weaker.

Enjoy Life!

-spaz

THIS POST REBLOGGED IN MEMORY OF BILLY O. AND SCOTT B., YOU ARE BOTH SORELY MISSED!!


Need help? In the U.S., call 1-800-273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline

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There is no power greater than a community discovering what it cares about.

Ask “What’s possible?” not “What’s wrong?” Keep asking.

Notice what you care about.

Assume that others may share your dreams.

Be brave enough to start a conversation that matters.

Talk to people you know.

Talk to people you don’t know.

Talk to people you never talk to.

Be intrigued by differences you hear.

Expect to be surprised.

Treasure curiosity more than certainty.

Invite in everybody who cares to work on what’s possible .

Acknowledge that everyone is an expert about something.

Know that creative solutions come from new connections.

Remember, you don’t fear people whose story you know.

Real listening always brings people closer together.

Trust that meaningful conversations can change your world.

Rely on human goodness. Stay together.

— From Turning to One Another: Simple Conversations to Restore Hope to the Future, by Margaret J. Wheatley

To My Sister

Your whole world ahead of you,
time passing, our lives evolving,
people and places changing, but,
one thing never changes..

Homes will be bought and sold,
cars and clothes replaced,
styles will come and go, but,
one thing never changes..

Our bodies will grow,
our minds expand, knowledge gained,
memories made, yet again,
one thing never changes..

That one thing is Love.

The Love of your Parents,
The Love of your Brothers,
The Love of your Sister,
The Love of your Nieces and Nephews,
and of course,
The Love of your Husband.

As your family, we promise you,
as long as there is a breath in
our bodies, you will be Loved..
and for as long as Eternity’s
outstretched hands reach
across Infinity, they’ll inevitably
return empty, desperately longing
for an end that will never come,
for that long and beyond..

You Will Be Loved.

-Lewis Applequist December 25th, 2011

I literally just wrote this poem for the lead in for a photo album of my sister’s wedding I also put together for her today.. this is one of the few poems I have ever revised, I usually go with my gut and just let the words flow but I wanted this to be special for her so I made changes to several parts that were initially negative and put a more positive spin on it.

I am always open to constructive criticism, while I may not like it, I do welcome it.. so while you’re at it, if you have taken the time to read this far, why not post a small reply or a photo reply, if it is a relevant response or photo I may add it to her album.

Thank you very much for your time and for visiting my page!

If your site has quality posts and original material Reblog this post and Follow me and I will return the favor.

-spaz

Too damn quiet.. where have all my fellow Tumblrs gone?

Is it just me or have the Tumblr responses really died off recently? I used to love logging in and seeing a dozen or more LOVEs and REBLOGs.. maybe it’s just me.. I often have that affect on people.. but I do follow and try to reblog things worth reblogging.. sorry, long cat may be long but he is NOT getting reblogged here.

Well, if you are reading this how about simply saying, ‘Hi Spaz!’ and let me know that I am not wasting my time and I will move on to yet another blog or adjust my format, (I think I have been rated XXX and it ran all the corporate users off).. or better yet, I could be studying for some physics lesson or some other course I’m not really taking but could be.

Enjoy your holidays, spend time with those you love and do something nice for someone today.. if nothing else, just tell me hello.. send me a virtual hug or something.. PayPal would be nice.

Thanks for reading this.. if you’re actually reading this.

-spaz

           

And it you haven’t been reading my posts then you can kiss this ass, muah! ;p

The Highwayman

PART ONE 




THE wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty trees, 
The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas, 
The road was a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor, 
And the highwayman came riding— 
Riding—riding— 
The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn-door. 

II 

He’d a French cocked-hat on his forehead, a bunch of lace at his chin, 
A coat of the claret velvet, and breeches of brown doe-skin; 
They fitted with never a wrinkle: his boots were up to the thigh! 
And he rode with a jewelled twinkle, 
His pistol butts a-twinkle, 
His rapier hilt a-twinkle, under the jewelled sky. 

III 

Over the cobbles he clattered and clashed in the dark inn-yard, 
And he tapped with his whip on the shutters, but all was locked and barred; 
He whistled a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there 
But the landlord’s black-eyed daughter, 
Bess, the landlord’s daughter, 
Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair. 

IV 

And dark in the dark old inn-yard a stable-wicket creaked 
Where Tim the ostler listened; his face was white and peaked; 
His eyes were hollows of madness, his hair like mouldy hay, 
But he loved the landlord’s daughter, 
The landlord’s red-lipped daughter, 
Dumb as a dog he listened, and he heard the robber say— 



‘One kiss, my bonny sweetheart, I’m after a prize to-night, 
But I shall be back with the yellow gold before the morning light; 
Yet, if they press me sharply, and harry me through the day, 
Then look for me by moonlight, 
Watch for me by moonlight, 
I’ll come to thee by moonlight, though hell should bar the way.’ 

VI 

He rose upright in the stirrups; he scarce could reach her hand, 
But she loosened her hair i’ the casement! His face burnt like a brand 
As the black cascade of perfume came tumbling over his breast; 
And he kissed its waves in the moonlight, 
(Oh, sweet, black waves in the moonlight!) 
Then he tugged at his rein in the moonliglt, and galloped away to the West. 



PART TWO 



He did not come in the dawning; he did not come at noon; 
And out o’ the tawny sunset, before the rise o’ the moon, 
When the road was a gypsy’s ribbon, looping the purple moor, 
A red-coat troop came marching— 
Marching—marching— 
King George’s men came matching, up to the old inn-door. 

II 

They said no word to the landlord, they drank his ale instead, 
But they gagged his daughter and bound her to the foot of her narrow bed; 
Two of them knelt at her casement, with muskets at their side! 
There was death at every window; 
And hell at one dark window; 
For Bess could see, through her casement, the road that he would ride. 

III 

They had tied her up to attention, with many a sniggering jest; 
They had bound a musket beside her, with the barrel beneath her breast! 
‘Now, keep good watch!’ and they kissed her. 
She heard the dead man say— 
Look for me by moonlight; 
Watch for me by moonlight; 
I’ll come to thee by moonlight, though hell should bar the way! 

IV 

She twisted her hands behind her; but all the knots held good! 
She writhed her hands till her fingers were wet with sweat or blood! 
They stretched and strained in the darkness, and the hours crawled by like years, 
Till, now, on the stroke of midnight, 
Cold, on the stroke of midnight, 
The tip of one finger touched it! The trigger at least was hers! 



The tip of one finger touched it; she strove no more for the rest! 
Up, she stood up to attention, with the barrel beneath her breast, 
She would not risk their hearing; she would not strive again; 
For the road lay bare in the moonlight; 
Blank and bare in the moonlight; 
And the blood of her veins in the moonlight throbbed to her love’s refrain . 

VI 

Tlot-tlot; tlot-tlot! Had they heard it? The horse-hoofs ringing clear; 
Tlot-tlot, tlot-tlot, in the distance? Were they deaf that they did not hear? 
Down the ribbon of moonlight, over the brow of the hill, 
The highwayman came riding, 
Riding, riding! 
The red-coats looked to their priming! She stood up, straight and still! 

VII 

Tlot-tlot, in the frosty silence! Tlot-tlot, in the echoing night! 
Nearer he came and nearer! Her face was like a light! 
Her eyes grew wide for a moment; she drew one last deep breath, 
Then her finger moved in the moonlight, 
Her musket shattered the moonlight, 
Shattered her breast in the moonlight and warned him—with her death. 

VIII 

He turned; he spurred to the West; he did not know who stood 
Bowed, with her head o’er the musket, drenched with her own red blood! 
Not till the dawn he heard it, his face grew grey to hear 
How Bess, the landlord’s daughter, 
The landlord’s black-eyed daughter, 
Had watched for her love in the moonlight, and died in the darkness there. 

IX 

Back, he spurred like a madman, shrieking a curse to the sky, 
With the white road smoking behind him and his rapier brandished high! 
Blood-red were his spurs i’ the golden noon; wine-red was his velvet coat, 
When they shot him down on the highway, 
Down like a dog on the highway, 
And he lay in his blood on the highway, with the bunch of lace at his throat. 



And still of a winter’s night, they say, when the wind is in the trees, 
When the moon is a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas, 
When the road is a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor, 
A highwayman comes riding— 
Riding—riding— 
A highwayman comes riding, up to the old inn-door. 

XI 

Over the cobbles he clatters and clangs in the dark inn-yard; 
He taps with his whip on the shutters, but all is locked and barred; 
He whistles a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there 
But the landlord’s black-eyed daughter, 
Bess, the landlord’s daughter, 
Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair.

Alfred Noyes

The Darkness- I Believe In A Thing Called Love

bacon and unicorns
unicorns and bacon

something is seriously wrong
with a generation who
(while making bacon flavored EVERYTHING)
promote good health
and worship unicorns and
rainbows

i get the humor
i really do
but the sad part is
I don’t think they do

while boys look like
girls
and girls act like
boys
(which btw, the 70s already did, think ABBA)
it seems that we are losing
our fucking minds

talking lizards fight
deep voiced
white friendly
African Americans
to sell us
car insurance
while Lady GaGa
humps dead unicorns
on stage
covered in Jew blood
singing about who knows what

should the 2012 apocalypse
save us from ourselves
what will be our legacy?
plastic water bottles
violence
and cartoon sex on TV?

the Mayans knew something
and you can bet your
sugartits
that it had nothing to do
with unicorns
and
bacon

bring on the sacrifices
let’s start with the
crooked CFOs running
our economy to shit
while posting record
profits on the backs
of the working class
then we will move on to
the religious fanatics
who bring NOTHING to the
table but more misery
and despair, FUCK YOU,
then we will move on to
HollyYork and all the
crap films they crank out
with their subliminal
messages that we’re not
good enough, strong enough,
rich enough or beautiful,
FUCK YOU,
last but not least come
the cowards who sit back
and allow this to happen,
people like YOU, and ME,
we deserve dull blades
across our throats while
watching it streamed live
via THE INTERWEBz, in 3D,
right in front of our faces.

it’s not too late,
we can defeat,
BACON and UNICORNs,
but we have to start
working on it sometime,
when we get a moment..
send me a txt and I’ll
check my calendar,
maybe we can fit it into
next weeks schedule or maybe
next month.. yeah, that
works better for me.

Oh, don’t think for one second
I forgot:

PIGS WILL BE HURT IN THE MAKING
OF THIS REVOLUTION!

-Lewis Applequist May 13th, 2011

http://applequist.wordpress.com/2011/05/13/bacon-unicorns/
Photo stolen from a Tumblr repost by: absintheist
Credit will be given where requested or photo will be removed when asked.

Photo stolen from a Tumblr repost by: absintheist

Credit will be given where requested or photo will be removed when asked.

(I am actually inclined to preface the caption and say that in no way, shape or form do I believe this is some sort of sign from God or even from the fallen soldier, while it is a great photo that was snapped at the right time it is not miraculous, just sunlight..)
Not Photoshopped: Beam of Light Shines on Fallen Soldier’s Miracle DogMore on this story can be found: [HERE]I make no claim to belief or disbelief of this story, I am just relinking it for your enjoyment/discussion.
-spaz

(I am actually inclined to preface the caption and say that in no way, shape or form do I believe this is some sort of sign from God or even from the fallen soldier, while it is a great photo that was snapped at the right time it is not miraculous, just sunlight..)

Not Photoshopped: Beam of Light Shines on Fallen Soldier’s Miracle Dog

More on this story can be found: [HERE]

I make no claim to belief or disbelief of this story, I am just relinking it for your enjoyment/discussion.

-spaz

2nd Cup of Coffee

  • Me: Hey there my beautiful-awesome-super-smart nine year old daughter, joy of my life!
  • Her: What do you want Dad?
  • Me: ((waving coffee cup at her like her name should be Flo))
  • Her: Dad! ((snatches said cup in a less than polite 'EAT MY GRITS!' fashion))
  • Me: I love you SO MUCH! *five minutes pass*
  • Her: Here's your coffee.
  • Me: Thank you, I love you.
  • Her: Taste it.
  • Me: Umm, why? What did you do to it? Did you add something weird to it? (she has before)
  • Her: No Dad, it's good, I promise.
  • Me: (pushing the point) WHAT did you put in it?
  • Her: Nothing I promise, it's just strong, but it's good.
  • Me: ((taking a small sip)) It tastes fine.. did you put less sugar in it?
  • Her: Nope.. it's got LOVE in it.
  • Me: ((damn my daughter is awesome))
Reflections of the Photographer: Mother with Child Sculpture

Reflections of the Photographer: Mother with Child Sculpture